My One BIG Mistake

Okay, thanks to ANON 4:07 on this story,

He replied to these words -
Not me. It was awful. I didn't realize that my sexual interest in other boys would get me a negative reputation that I would have to live with for years. After it happened I went through the rest of middle school wishing that the school would blow up and take all the teachers and kids with it. I went on to high school still identified as a practicing fag due to some friendly jacking in seventh grade.

 Now the story -  I will tell you guys the thing that started it all.
 
 In the eighth grade I jacked occasionally with a boy who mentioned several times that he wanted a blow job. I didn't even know what that meant. I thought it was probably a variant of jacking. He had to explain what a blow job was. I couldn't believe what he was describing, thought it was very nasty-sounding. We were at the gym and went into one of the foyer restrooms. I forced myself to do what he wanted because I had very few jack partners and wanted to hang onto him. He was a year or two younger than me but very pushy and sort of threatening.

 He had a little-boy small dick that got hard without getting much bigger. I hated what I was about to do. Went down on him and within a few cycles he came in my mouth. I felt dirty, obscene, filthy. Spat his cum on the floor and left the restroom at a fast walk while he was still wiping his dick off. As I walked to the middle school building I kept spitting every few steps, trying to rid myself of his taste and the overall awfulness of what I had done. I went straight to a water fountain and washed my mouth out again and again.

 I thought that was the end of it and vowed by everything sacred that I would never, never, never do that again.

  What I didn't know was that the little turd was working hard to become a trouble-maker. He hung out with some ninth-grade bullies of the gang type. Guys who were just plain mean and proud of it. Two of them cornered me one day not long after the humiliating thing I had done for the little jerk. They said -X- had told them that I was a cock-sucker and they wanted samples. They took turns holding me down and forcing my jaws open. One of them ejaculated on my face, but not in my mouth. The other one never became erect. It was over in about five minutes, but they made a big deal of telling all their other bully-buddies that I was a dick-sucker.

 I could go on and write about high school, but what's the use. I never sucked another dick but I wore the reputation of "cock-sucker" and "queer" all the rest of my school years.

Anonymous