One night we were both drunk. I cannot remember how it started but we ended up talking about cocks and sex and it ended up with us both sitting there exposed. I was surprised at how much more developed I was than my friend, he was small for a 15 year old. We played with our dicks a bit. I vaguely remember touching him and him getting a bit freaked. I remember climaxing with him sitting next to me but I don't remember him finishing.The next day we never spoke a word of what happened but looked at each other coy. It was the beginning of the end. Our friendship was never the same. Soon my friend didn't call or come knocking for me. I scared him away.
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i never had a encounter were i was told get out or not into that. or even lost a friendship because of doing it. i had friends that had girl friends and they would not give oral to there boyfriends. the boyfriend would come to me to get what there girlfriends would not do to them. we still stayed friends. maybe it was because in all the schools i went to most of the boys were farm boys. after reading about how so many of you lost friends over it. i am very lucky not to have lost friends over it.
ReplyDeleteIt's very tough trying to decide if another guy is gay or at least curious. In adulthood it happened to me. Long story short, met up with a younger brother of an old friend from another state. I fell head over heels with him almost immediately. I kept my cool and we just had a fantastic time. After a while I began to drop subtle hints of how I felt thinking it was okay. Before I knew it, I was reading a letter saying goodbye forever. Like a bomb dropping on me I realized it wasn't okay at all. I was devastated for quite a long time.
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