"Why did you let me do that?"

I think many guys might have experienced a similar let-down, like the reaction of "Pleasure receiving boy" in the recent story "Would You Rather?" Dare Game.

I know there can be any type of rejection based on how a partner accepts, or fails to accept a given shared activity. I truly welcome you guys to weigh in on the topic. Perhaps my own story of rejection applies as well.

Some of you are familiar that I was with Evan (a younger teen) when I was an upper-classman in HS. Our relationship was unique in the fact we had a deep emotional bond and I guess we began as friends, then oddly crushing on each other, and it eventually developed into a full-on intimate relationship lasting almost 3 years.

Our intimacy was heavily based on me satisfying him. Sure we made-out for a while, gaining our understanding of each other's bodies and building on the teen-age formulated pleasure methods: Petting, then kissing, and wild silliness of spanking, stripping teasing, coy temptation, refusal, uncontrolled laughter.... but eventually I was servicing him, and well, it just worked for us. Often an initial BJ, climax.... then a slow relax session in our undies luxuriating in each other's arms cuddling in a sweet state of bliss. It was in these delicate and precious moments in time that we hugged and comforted in cherished appreciation for each other, fully immersed in the wanton joys we shared together. He indeed thanked me, and plainly told me how much he loved me, in turn I devoted the same tenderness to him.


Eventually hormones would regenerate and we went at it again. Many times I would just blow him again, but occasionally I suppose a chance for new excitement, resulted.....the cuddle led to a boner and body heat led to the desire for full bodily contact. Eventually his penis would be aiming towards my bum cheeks.

With the dribbling resource of our combined pre-cum, I was quickly lubed and he would begin to enter me. I turned face down, then he would take over driving. He was gentle and went slow, but it only took a minute or two of his hips pulsing, then he launched a mighty climax pumping his cum inside me. I remember his heavy breathing as he pressed downward his full might, coupled with intense orgasmic release. Instead of the normal cooing and love. He retorted, "Why did you let me do that?"

Afterwards there was no tenderness, and certainly no arms clasped in hugs. He sulked and turned despondent. He was upset, and I couldn't explain why.

Certainly we were in a relationship. Indeed it was entirely private from our friends and families, but we accepted who we were, and that we were two guys in love. We had been together 6-8 months by this time, so what was it about that type of his pleasure that repulsed him?

I deduced that it represented GAY SEX to him. However impossible it might be to deny what we had been doing for the past months was any different. But it seemed this particular element of our sexual expression was completely taboo. I was only allowing him to receive pleasure, and indeed since he cummed so quickly, I knew he well enjoyed it.

Eric