We ended up telling Chloe our secret and she just looked at us and said, "I KNEW IT." lol she use to help us hide it from others.
A few weeks past and I was laying bed naked with Josh when my father walked in. He just stared at us, Josh woke up in shock and shook me to wake me up. I looked at him as he said, "Your father.... is right there." I looked toward the door and said, "Urg, too early to deal with this, talk later." Then pulled the sheets over my head and went back to sleep. We never talked about it. My parents weren't concerned, however my father kept telling me that it's not love that I'm feeling, just a crush and lust. I told I'd prove him wrong one day.
The next time he slept over Chloe walked in and said what are you guys doing still in bed. I looked at her and said in the GAYEST voice you could ever have (I don't have any stereotypical gay habits, neither does Josh) and I said, "Oh darling, it's far to early, I'm going back to sleep." Josh then slapped me across the face and said, "Speak like that again and I'll pull your balls off." lol
I heard that Josh was going to New Zealand to see family for 5 weeks over Christmas and I decided I would get him a present. I had no money though... so instead I wrote him a book with 365 pages in it. It had love letters, quotes, poems, memories, photos and secret messages and riddles for him to solve. I told him, I couldn't give him me for Christmas, so I hoped that would do instead. One page for each day of the year.... but instead he read the entire book each night while in New Zealand, lol
When he got back it was time for Church Camp. We were put in a cabin with my mate Pedro and another church guy Dane. Pedro already knew about us and Dane wasn't worried... We went to the beach where Josh begged me to come into the surf. I HATED The beach and pleaded with him to not drag me in because I don't even have a sun shirt. But he did anyway... I came out 30 minutes later with 3rd degree burns from the sun, it was bleeding and peeling the second I was out of the water. And because it was to painful to have a shirt on all the time, I went without a shirt for the next 3 days of camp. And sadly, one of the girls on this camp happened to... like me O_O (I will refer to her as Girl X).
Girl X sat at the table during lunch and said, "Wow Connor, you have such beautiful eyes." Just playing along I leaned in and told her how they change colour too (that's true actually) Suddenly Pedro across the table screamed OW!!! He then stared at Josh and said, "Why did you kick me?" Josh looked around realising he kicked Pedro instead of me. lol
We went back to the cabin where Josh was having a shower, I picked the lock and walked in where he was under the water. He just stared at me saying, "Do you mind?" I replied with, Not at all, mind if I get some water too. I stripped down and joined him. That's when Girl X walked into the cabin. I had to pick Josh up so she didn't notice the two sets of feet in the shower. She wouldn't leave so we ended up washing ourselves while I was carrying him....WORST SHOWER EVER!!!
During the night I had to sleep on the bottom bunk with Josh so the cool night breeze hit my sunburnt back. By the time it came to pack up and leave camp. I was packing up everything, including all of Josh's stuff. He was asleep in one of the bag hostlers. I almost screamed at him for being so lazy until Dane pulled me aside and said, he hasn't slept for 3 nights. I asked why, only to find out that the reason I had slept was because he was putting burn cream on my back every 10 minutes. I almost cried from that...
We got back from camp where I was dropped off at Josh's place. Girl X wouldn't let us out of her sight and kept saying to me to keep my hands to myself. Josh and I knew she had found out. An entire year we kept it a secret and it somehow got out...
CG
to be continued...
A few weeks past and I was laying bed naked with Josh when my father walked in. He just stared at us, Josh woke up in shock and shook me to wake me up. I looked at him as he said, "Your father.... is right there." I looked toward the door and said, "Urg, too early to deal with this, talk later." Then pulled the sheets over my head and went back to sleep. We never talked about it. My parents weren't concerned, however my father kept telling me that it's not love that I'm feeling, just a crush and lust. I told I'd prove him wrong one day.
The next time he slept over Chloe walked in and said what are you guys doing still in bed. I looked at her and said in the GAYEST voice you could ever have (I don't have any stereotypical gay habits, neither does Josh) and I said, "Oh darling, it's far to early, I'm going back to sleep." Josh then slapped me across the face and said, "Speak like that again and I'll pull your balls off." lol
I heard that Josh was going to New Zealand to see family for 5 weeks over Christmas and I decided I would get him a present. I had no money though... so instead I wrote him a book with 365 pages in it. It had love letters, quotes, poems, memories, photos and secret messages and riddles for him to solve. I told him, I couldn't give him me for Christmas, so I hoped that would do instead. One page for each day of the year.... but instead he read the entire book each night while in New Zealand, lol
When he got back it was time for Church Camp. We were put in a cabin with my mate Pedro and another church guy Dane. Pedro already knew about us and Dane wasn't worried... We went to the beach where Josh begged me to come into the surf. I HATED The beach and pleaded with him to not drag me in because I don't even have a sun shirt. But he did anyway... I came out 30 minutes later with 3rd degree burns from the sun, it was bleeding and peeling the second I was out of the water. And because it was to painful to have a shirt on all the time, I went without a shirt for the next 3 days of camp. And sadly, one of the girls on this camp happened to... like me O_O (I will refer to her as Girl X).
Girl X sat at the table during lunch and said, "Wow Connor, you have such beautiful eyes." Just playing along I leaned in and told her how they change colour too (that's true actually) Suddenly Pedro across the table screamed OW!!! He then stared at Josh and said, "Why did you kick me?" Josh looked around realising he kicked Pedro instead of me. lol
We went back to the cabin where Josh was having a shower, I picked the lock and walked in where he was under the water. He just stared at me saying, "Do you mind?" I replied with, Not at all, mind if I get some water too. I stripped down and joined him. That's when Girl X walked into the cabin. I had to pick Josh up so she didn't notice the two sets of feet in the shower. She wouldn't leave so we ended up washing ourselves while I was carrying him....WORST SHOWER EVER!!!
During the night I had to sleep on the bottom bunk with Josh so the cool night breeze hit my sunburnt back. By the time it came to pack up and leave camp. I was packing up everything, including all of Josh's stuff. He was asleep in one of the bag hostlers. I almost screamed at him for being so lazy until Dane pulled me aside and said, he hasn't slept for 3 nights. I asked why, only to find out that the reason I had slept was because he was putting burn cream on my back every 10 minutes. I almost cried from that...
We got back from camp where I was dropped off at Josh's place. Girl X wouldn't let us out of her sight and kept saying to me to keep my hands to myself. Josh and I knew she had found out. An entire year we kept it a secret and it somehow got out...
CG
to be continued...
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