Josh - The Jade Rock (Part V)

Continued from Part IV

After camp, I was taken home eventually and waited for Josh to come online, but he never did... his house number was blocked from my phone as well.

 Two weeks later when school started Josh came up to me, I was expecting a hug but instead he said, I can't talk to you. He handed me the wrist band I gave him in exchange for the one he gave me (Hasn't left my wrist since 2007, it's the jade rock on my wrist seen in every one of my photos) I asked him to tell me what was happening and he said he couldn't, Chloe reports back to his mother... Chloe had ratted us out. Her mother had found out and tricked Chloe into believing it's wrong and we will go to hell.

 The separation caused mass panic attacks and my body refused to keep down food. Even if I wanted too... the sight of Josh, the mention of his name would cause me to throw up. I told my school counselor fearing for my health and she told me everything shall go the way it's planned and I shouldn't worry. I thought maybe she would talk to Josh's mother... but instead, we noticed that anytime Josh was near me a teacher would pull him away and tell him he's not allowed near me. My art teacher suddenly hated me and my English teacher after class told me she wanted to see me in her office. I followed her back to her office and she said, go sit down over there. She then told me to not leave the room, she then left the room and locked the door.

 I got the feeling because I was two years older than Josh, that the police would arrest me for having an improper relationship with him... and I was now locked in there so I couldn't escape. But then the door opened up and Josh was pushed into the room, the teacher then said, I can be fired for this, but I don't believe this separation is right. Regardless of what God thinks or not.

 Josh then dove over the table and jumped into my arms. But I was too weak to hug him back. I just simply mouthed, thank you. To my teacher. The bell rang and we had to leave, but instead I fainted in the room. I woke up in the first aid room to screams, I woke up to seen Josh gripping the wall as a male teacher was pulling him away. His horrified cries were something I wish I could forget... but I can't... I then passed-out again to be woken by my mother putting me in her car. I was expelled from school for being a bad religious role model to the younger students.


We tried to sue them, but it didn't work... I was admitted to hospital with Broken Heart Syndrome. A week after I was released, Josh wouldn't talk to me. He HATED me, with every bone in his body he hated me. He spread around lies that I had forced him to be my boyfriend. I had tricked him and manipulated him... With no education I moved into TAFE where the teacher was a homophobe and refused to teach me and another student, but we couldn't prove it. I then went to work at Subway... the manager would abuse me, scream at me, hit me across the head ALWAYS out of camera view. I eventually quit when she threw a knife at me. (Blunt knife but still).

 I then started talking to my childhood friend Jeremy who was dating a girl I introduced him to from my school (They are now married) He’s the sort of guy that doesn't understand how to be depressed. He offered me a cigarette to see if it helped my stressed out mood. And self destruction seemed like a good idea... I still smoke today. I went to find other jobs but I always had some person spreading around that I was a pedophile and molested a young boy. I had no idea who it was......

CG

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