Thinking back to my teen years I had a major crush on one of my friends, but also liked several more. I used to also crush on a guy that walked part of the same route I took to School. He was a year below me and I did not know him as a friend, but I still remember his name even to this day. I wanted so bad to talk to him, befriend him but I was shy (and totally in the closet) so it never happened.
Regarding my best friend I had a crush on, we got drunk one night and after some talk we ended up masturbating together. He got really freaked and stopped. I carried on and finished, but it freaked him too much and it ended our friendship.
Later on in my late teens I became friends with an exceptionally handsome boy, we did everything together but never anything sexual. One night we went out and after drinking I confided that I was gay, I didn't tell him my feelings for him. Another friendship lost.
There were many others boys I often fantasized about, I had my favourites, but nothing sexual ever came of anything, I was simply too nervous. My first proper encounter with a guy didn't happen until I was 20 I think. I didn't have good teen years and I think that's probably why I went off the rails a little in my early twenties.
I love reading about other guys early encounters, how they shared special times with friends, and I only wish my teen years could have been as happy and wonderful.
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I guess I was lucky. I never told anybody that I "loved" them and also never said I was gay. To tell the truth, I thought my male attractions were just a phase that boys went through. I expected to "become hetero," to marry a beautiful girl and to have kids. That was certainly a delusion.
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