Anthony - My Vision of Perfection

I joined a community theater group when I was 14. I ultimately wanted to be in commercials and TV shows. One of the boys in the group, I'll call him Anthony was already in television commercials, and TV shows and even a few films. In fact I recognized him as soon as I saw him.

He was very active at the theater, he was always the big attraction if he was in a play because his picture and all his credits were always featured prominently on the playbill even if he only played a very small part. How can I describe him? He was 13, thin but not rail thin, about five feet tall wavy blond hair, blue eyes, cute smile. I had the biggest crush on him and I was slightly star struck because he was recognizable to me.

One very hot day, we went outside in the parking lot we had just wrapped up the last matinee showing of Alice in Wonderland, the director let us have a water balloon fight and I saw him with his shirt off and that made me crush even harder. The thing is that I was crushing on him but he had his best friends, I was very new to the theater group and it was like he never really noticed me. I don't even know if he was gay or straight because I never got to talk to him long enough to know anything personal about him not even something as mundane as his favorite color.

It wasn't for lack of effort that I did not get to talk to Anthony, believe me I tried maybe too hard. He was an actor, did all these TV commercials, film and stage plays but if I tried to start a conversation with him he'd give me short sweet answers. "Did you have fun shooting that commercial?" and he'd say "Yeah" "That was a funny commercial you did" "Yeah". About 90 per cent of the time I got little else, just "Yeah". To add insult to injury, I learned after a year in the community theater group doing plays with him that he didn't even know my correct name. He had his group of friends and I wasn't in it, It was simple as that.

I crushed and crushed on him always wishing that we could at least have a full conversation but of course our one to one interactions were always brief if they happened at all. Meanwhile when he'd be with his core group of theater friends he'd laugh and be very talkative. I hoped to get a starring role in one of the plays or maybe get a talent agent so that he'd notice me and talk to me but I was always relegated to very minor roles at the theater. Eventually in frustration I stopped acting and didn't even try again until I was well into being an adult.

Just a little side note but he could have told me to get on my knees and lick his asshole while jacking him off with my hand and I would have been on my knees so fast there would have been a sonic boom. We never got to do anything, I saw him shirtless but never saw his down there bits so I spent a lot of time imagining what they'd look like and thinking about the two of us doing nasty things. Anthony made a lot of special guest appearances in my dirtiest daydreams and I spilled quite a bit of cum but none of my fantasies became reality.

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