A Unique Place to Put it

It looks like this inconvenience everybody is talking about is the point of no return or perhaps that feeling just before you actually get to the point of no return. The feeling that although you could technically stop, your body doesn't have that much willpower. The point when, if your like me you'll start stroking faster and more intensely and once the point of no return actually comes on it is no longer a matter of willpower. You are going to orgasm whether you want to or not.

In my early jerking I thought I could delay the inevitable after the no return feeling hit but it was useless. My very first ejaculation, I was 13 and playing with it on the toilet. The feeling came and I had plenty of dry orgasms before but I knew this one was going to be different. My body was different, my penis didn't look like a little kid's, it was hairy above it and even a little on the actual shaft, my balls had dropped and were bigger so with all those changes I knew that getting to this point at 13 was going to be different than it was when I was 9.

I didn't want to see the stuff come out, the thought of it was actually kind of frightening so when the feeling of no return came on I stopped immediately and tried to get my pants up but the volcano erupted so to speak. I wanted the good feelings of jacking off without having to deal with the white goo. I'd try to jack off and stop before the point of no return but it became edging which resulted in achy balls and an even messier cum when it inevitably happened or I'd go one stroke to far and it was like I could feel the cum getting ready to shoot out. At that point it could not be stopped no matter how much I clenched or tried to will my body to stop. Stop don't shoot, lol. I also realized that the reason I masturbated was ultimately to get an orgasm and as a 13 year old boy who had entered puberty there would never again be an orgasm without an ejaculation. I just had to accept it and let it come out and clean it up and realize that all of my friends were going through the exact same thing. They couldn't have an orgasm without the white sticky goo.

I also realized later that some people were proud of the mess. I had this one friend who sometimes bragged about how much he could shoot and how sticky his cum was. We never did anything so I never saw for myself because he was presumably straight seeing as he only talked about these copious, sticky cums in the context of what he had done with girls or what he had done while thinking about girls. He told me that he ejaculated into a girl's jacket. A girl that lived next door came over for a BBQ and he told me that she left her jacket so he f*cked the sleeve of it and shot his load in it before giving it back. I don't know if that's true but why would someone make that up?

I suppose it goes to show that we all react differently when our body starts changing and new bodily fluids emerge.