I Saw the Wierdest Thing

This author felt I might have reservations about posting this story due to certain conditions. I believe his observations led up to other discovery points that are completely valid here.
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In 1998 when I was 12 years old my 16 year old cousin came to visit from Vegas. His parents both worked in Casinos on the Vegas Strip. He was a big city boy in my small town, rough around the edges from spending a lot of time unsupervised in a destination known primarily for gambling and scantily clad women. At 12, I had still not even begun the initial outward stages of puberty not a hair to be seen and no real growth "down there". It didn't bother me because I never thought about it. I was just a kid, I was just 12.

 My cousin came from Vegas and within a few days he had a girl he had just met interested in him. I suppose it was his looks tall and lean yet muscular, blonde hair and piercing blue eyes, his cool and that overall vibe that he put out. One day my parents left us alone and left him in charge. He really wanted me to go outside and play, he was trying to get me out of the house but I didn't think of it that way. I just wondered why it was so important to him that I ride my bike.

 I did eventually go out and knock on a few doors but nobody was available. I came back to the house and the front door was locked. I knocked but no answer so I came around to the sliding glass door which was rarely locked. It was open and I slid in only to see my cousin with his pants lowered and a girl sucking his penis. They didn't notice me, I stood there silently, stunned at what I was seeing. I had no clue what was going on or why she would do that or even why my cousin would want that done to him.

 I watched they never noticed he was looking down at her with his hands on her head. His penis compared to mine of course looked very big. I made note of that. My own dick became stiff but I didn't relate it to what I was seeing. I backed out slowly not wanting to be seen. I was thankful that I left the sliding door slightly open as it already was when I came in.

 I got on my bike riding around trying to understand what I had just seen. About 15 minutes later my friend arrives home and sees me. We start hanging out and I tell him "I just saw the weirdest thing" "what?" "A girl had her mouth on my cousin's wiener. Just now." He is in disbelief I suppose just as innocent as I am. "That's gross, why?" "I don't know."

  About 20 minutes later our other friend comes. He is 13. "Tell him what you saw?" "Okay, I just saw the weirdest thing..." "Oh" replies the 13 year old "that's called a blowjob. I've had one before. That's how teenagers do sex so they don't get pregnant." I have no clue what he's talking about. "I have had girls do that to me lots of times" he says. In retrospect it was probably a lie but I believed it. "Girls do that to you?" I ask."Yeah, all the time. You guys never had a blowjob?" My friend who had just asked moments earlier why anyone would want to do that was now claiming that he had blowjobs before. So I didn't want to feel left out so I said that I had a blowjob before as well. I'm sure we were all lying. I know I was.

 I never mentioned to my cousin that I had seen him that day and never really knew the point of a blowjob until I started masturbating at age 14. I reasoned that if a hand with lotion felt as good as it did a mouth would feel that much better. At 15 and 16 I got to experiment with a boy and later a girl. The boy was a 19 year old who gave me my first blowjob. The second his mouth wrapped around...well that is a whole new story.

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