The Nice Squeeze at Spring Break

I have enjoyed reading about other boys’ first experiences with regards to masturbating and ejaculating and have found that in some ways my first experience was similar to many others, but in other ways I think it was quite different. I will try to share my own story.


It was right before spring break in sixth grade when, during this one afternoon in school, I seem to be getting spontaneous erections, one after another, that were lasting a real long time, like maybe 10 to 15 minutes each before going soft. It was so noticeable to me, and I had to keep putting my hand under my desk to try to adjust myself, that I started to worry if there was something wrong with me or something wrong with my dick. When I got on the school bus to go home I quickly got another spontaneous erection that lasted during the whole ride and continued as I walked into my house. I was so concerned about it that I quickly went up to my room and dropped my pants to examine myself to see if I could tell if anything was different or wrong. Other than still having a rock-hard erection, everything seemed to look okay.

I then thought, maybe if I wrapped my hand around it and squeezed it real tight the squeezing might force it to go soft. In a way, I discovered that I was actually correct, but just with the head of my penis (I am circumcised, and I later learned that part of the penis is called the glans). The squeezing would make my glans go soft, but that just lasted for a few seconds before it swelled right back up to its full erect size again. But I also noticed, by squeezing and releasing my penis like this it sort of felt nice and when I would release it my whole penis with throb on its own a couple of times. I then started squeezing it rapidly a few times and then letting go, and again it would feel pretty nice and my penis would throb a couple of times on its own again. Now that I was realizing the association between squeezing it and getting a nice feeling, I started squeezing-and-releasing it faster and harder for many seconds at a time and then letting go. The more I did this it began feeling so nice that I felt myself driven to keep doing it, longer and longer and faster and faster. I didn’t want to stop because it felt so nice.

 Obviously you know what then happened. After some vigorous squeezing, when I let go I got this really strange sensation in my glans and then my whole penis really started to throb and this time it kept throbbing. And this strange sensation came over my whole body, and then 2 or 3 little squirts of what I thought was piss spurted out of my penis. Like many boys, I was now breathing really hard and wondering, what the heck just happened??? Next was examining what had squirted out of me, I realized it definitely wasn’t piss. It was much thicker than piss, maybe a little cloudy in color and not at all clear-yellow in color. I then started squeezing it again, but now it no longer felt nice at all. In fact, it almost started to hurt and I quickly went totally soft. Now I got even more worried about what I might have just done to my body!

 Luckily, by the next day everything seemed to be back to normal. But the curiosity of what happened made me try it again, and the same thing happened again. (I remember this happened shortly before spring break because the days when I was home on break I think I did it 2 or 3 times every day. I was already hooked on this amazing new feeling all over my body that I could make happen just by squeezing my erect penis. I don’t think I’ve ever read of a boy’s masturbation technique like mine at that time, not by rubbing but just by rapid squeezing the shaft and glans. For many months that’s the only way I knew how to make that nice feeling and squirt happen.

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