Jeremy's Rejection

I had already had several sexual experiences by the time I was 15 with other boys my age. I started pretty young, around 10 or so. I thought I was pretty good at picking out who was willing to have some fun with me and who I shouldn't waste my time on. I met Jeremy, a 14 and a half year old, white boy with a shaved and nearly bald head. He looked like a skinhead, people would say but Jeremy was always quick to remind you that he wasn't a racist he just happened to like his hair short.

Jeremy was the first friend I made after moving into a new town, I was a pretty gregarious youngster once you got to know me but I was too shy to take that first step in making a new friend out of a stranger. Jeremy came to me and we hit it off right away. At first I didn't think about him in a sexual way but eventually those fantasies began to invade my head every night. One day he invited me to his house and said that his Aunt who was his legal guardian would be gone for at least 6 hours and we would have the house to ourselves.

"Wow! Could it be?" I asked myself. I didn't know if we would end up doing something but I was very hopeful because he made a big deal about nobody being home. I went to his house and he answered the door completely nude. No, not true at all but he was wearing only one thing, his P.E. shorts from school. I don't even think he was wearing underwear. No shirt, no shoes, yes service? I became very aroused and excited about the possibility of getting to take those shorts down.

An hour went by and Jeremy was still playing his video game and has not made any moves on me. I wasn't into video games and I was pretending to be interested because I was waiting for the next thing to happen. I thought about it a bit, Jeremy had made all the moves. He invited me over to be with him alone, he was almost naked and now the next move was up to me. I went in the bathroom and stuck my erection out in my underwear and pulled my pants back up. I adjusted myself in such a way that my erection would be more obvious. I saw Jeremy look down at it once and turn back to his game so I upped the ante and started to rub on my pants.

I did this because I was even more certain after Jeremy glanced over at my enhanced bulge that he wanted to do something. I started to rub my penis through my shorts and tried to make it look like I wasn't thinking about it, I just wanted him to notice and he did. "What are you doing?" I looked down at my hand and never stopped moving it, "I just feel like jacking off so bad" I replied. I expected that the next thing that would happen would be the beginning of a mutual side by side jack off or perhaps something more intense.

His response was "Then go home! What the fuck?"

I could tell immediately by the disgust in his voice that Jeremy was not interested at all. I started to back peddle and told him that it was a joke I got from a movie. I stuck to that story and he backed off but now there was tension in the room whereas before he was in a light mood. I tried to lighten things back up but Jeremy kept very stoic even as he played his favorite video game. Then someone knocked at the door, it was another boy with a backpack holding one of those giant CD cases it was filled with games and music. Jeremy's mood lightened once again but I was not out of the woods, "guess what this guy just said..." Jeremy began to recount everything that I had said and done, the rubbing all of it reported to this other kid that I had just met. He then began teasing me. The same thing repeated 3 more times as Jeremy's friends showed up to play video games. I felt more uncomfortable then that I ever had in my life but I didn't leave because I thought that to leave would be to admit guilt.

When I legitimately had to use the restroom, someone banged on the door and told me to stop jacking off and on the way out as everybody was leaving I picked up the giant CD case to be nice and the boy started screaming that he would have to wash it. He picked it up with a paper towel making a big scene out of it. I started to walk home my face was hot with embarassment "bye faggot" one of the boys called out. The only good thing was that Jeremy went to another school and this incident never made it into my school in a big way, people heard about it but Jeremy and his friends weren't there to keep it alive but in the neighborhood when I tried to speak to Jeremy or any of the other boys I was met with a cold stare.

Romes