The subject of guilt is mentioned in this story above.
Along with the author's fear that he was masturbating too much. I had a healthy case of fear when I was a young jacker. But it had nothing to do with religious guilt or over-stimulation.
My fear was the fear of getting caught. This made every act of masturbation a nerve-wracking experience. Was I alone? Had anyone returned to the apartment without me hearing them? Would the lock on the bathroom door hold? Should I do it in the bedroom instead? Did I leave evidence of anything? Could I be heard jacking or breathing? If I was doing it in a public loo, what were the chances that the door would suddenly open? A thousand little fears accompanied each indulgence.
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Starting when we were just babies, there were two other boys in our block that were the same age as me. We were together all the time not... -
Dave brings us this story from his youth. I believe it is best to let the story serve as testament to his affection for someone he cherished...
That had to drive you cray always wondering when you would get caught relieving yourself. Then on top of all that what would you say if someone caught you relieving yourself. I sure am glad i never had that problem. being on the farm there was always some were to go and never have to worry about getting caught. Tell us more how everything worked out> Did you ever get caught or even question about what you were doing so long in the bathroom or other places that you might have been at. thanks for sharing
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